Hi Again!

So Here I am again... back at weight watchers. Go figure... I've been back at it since Jaunary 2012... it's now September and I have only lost 20 pounds. I decided this week that there are no more excuses and I have to write what I eat... as annoying as it may be. O I forgot to mention I took a year and a half break from ww... bad move and gained back about 75 pounds...

"Fat"

Have you ever noticed the ways people who are fat describe themselves so it's not as awkward or such a bad thing... here is a small list of ways that people come up with but when you get down to it mean they all mean fat.

*Hefty
*Big Boned
*Large
*Obese
*Tubby
*Chubby
*Plump
*Thick
*Fluffy
*Voluptuous
*Husky
*Full-Figured

Gain again

Can you believe it, this is the second week that I have gained. O wait, I can, I am doomed to always be... "the fat girl." I have so far lost 81.2 pounds it was 81.6 but I am stuck at being yes, 278 pounds. Still far from being normal. The thing was until starting weight watchers being fat was just something I ignored.
There are things I don't enjoy doing because I am fat and I would just turn people down. Until recently someone asked me to go tubing on the river with them... Fat girls and tubes do not match! There are a lot of things that fat girls do not match with... for example fat girls and skimpy bar outfits, fat girls and swim suits, fat girls and boy friends, of course fat girls and large INFLATABLE tubes, and along with many other things that make you feel down right stupid. Fat girls and eating out do not match either, do you know how incredibly stupid it feels to be out to eat and be fat. There are just things in life that fat girls should not do.